Passion Never Dies
I was still new and alive if you're asking, haha.
Few things happened and its quite a tough period for me as me getting busier, sick, Laura resigned and back to London with Mr.Chai, Charles twisted his left ankle, and most important thing is that it has been 7 days we (me and W) barely talk to each other. Of course i do have it in mind that this kind of situation comes earlier or later, yet i didn't know it was such difficult and piercing.
Anyway, thanks to Bryan(dont you dare forget him), i was recommended, or in fact, can not say no to take over a very important role in his school first semester ending celebration presentation. i was so shocked when i was told about his idea, it was a huge presentation held by him and his colleagues like 7 PICs in total and 40 to 67 candidates involved, that's almost 2 classes full of students.
If you followed my fb well, you might get a clue and yes, im conducting a student orchestra and will be performing on stage in front of at least 500 audiences this coming weekend with 4 entries. I surprisingly found that this conducting thing exposed my true self deep in my soul that i was still not over music yet and all my passions about musics, conducting, experiences in instruments and Silverberg's inherited absolute pitch ability burns all my energies and i can no longer stay denial for music world.
It was quite tough, tiring, and furious when students can not perform what you asked for especially your passion and short-of-time issue burn within, telling you that its actually not possible for you to train them patiently yet you aim for a perfect score, but thank god things getting better and better and i hope the result turns out good.
Big hugs to everyone i love and i sincerely hope everything will be ok in the end, and it's not my illness or the orchestra thing i'm talking about :)
Catch up later everyone.
Loev you.
ps: Symphony 7 is better than symphony 9, yet 9 is more famous and i wonder why.
Few things happened and its quite a tough period for me as me getting busier, sick, Laura resigned and back to London with Mr.Chai, Charles twisted his left ankle, and most important thing is that it has been 7 days we (me and W) barely talk to each other. Of course i do have it in mind that this kind of situation comes earlier or later, yet i didn't know it was such difficult and piercing.
Anyway, thanks to Bryan(dont you dare forget him), i was recommended, or in fact, can not say no to take over a very important role in his school first semester ending celebration presentation. i was so shocked when i was told about his idea, it was a huge presentation held by him and his colleagues like 7 PICs in total and 40 to 67 candidates involved, that's almost 2 classes full of students.
If you followed my fb well, you might get a clue and yes, im conducting a student orchestra and will be performing on stage in front of at least 500 audiences this coming weekend with 4 entries. I surprisingly found that this conducting thing exposed my true self deep in my soul that i was still not over music yet and all my passions about musics, conducting, experiences in instruments and Silverberg's inherited absolute pitch ability burns all my energies and i can no longer stay denial for music world.
It was quite tough, tiring, and furious when students can not perform what you asked for especially your passion and short-of-time issue burn within, telling you that its actually not possible for you to train them patiently yet you aim for a perfect score, but thank god things getting better and better and i hope the result turns out good.
Big hugs to everyone i love and i sincerely hope everything will be ok in the end, and it's not my illness or the orchestra thing i'm talking about :)
Catch up later everyone.
Loev you.
ps: Symphony 7 is better than symphony 9, yet 9 is more famous and i wonder why.
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As I know how much it hurts, to not hear at all from the one you love
-Tiffany
@Tiffany: i'd very much like to say yes, but i want to be honest this time. My dear, i cant really tell :)
Yes, Dan, I certainly understand the importance of communication, as every time our quarrel was based on this issue, me not talking. For my cases, sometimes I don't want to talk for maybe I want to solve it alone, or simply because that I miss him too much but never see or hear any sign from him, and doubt if he's too busy, if a simple call will disturb him and will prefer wait for him to act first, causing the communication becoming one way only, stupid things like that. Virgo's weakness is that they think too much unnecessarily and I admit it. Now I am trying to treat things more positively, findings things I like so that I can share with him. Too bad my laptop is not in my room, else my Skype would be on 24/24...